My days of makeup
and the doing of my hair
may be coming to an end.
If it weren’t for my transparent lashes
and disappearing brow,
I might ask myself:
“Why bother?
What good does it do?
I’m invisible already.”
My once full and curling tresses
have lost their luster
and their changing texture would rather frizz than curl.
Untamed like an old woman.
Gravity and cortisol winning the war
over my once trim and toned body
as from the mirror I look away.
The war against aging is one we cannot win.
So why bother trying?
As aging has its way with me
I’ll become the Sheela na Gig
I was always meant to be.
copyright Lauri Ann Lumby
Returning – a woman’s midlife journey to herself, lays bare the complexity and beauty of the midlife pursuit of authenticity. Through poetry and prose, Lauri Ann Lumby reveals how creative expression leads to understanding, wisdom and fulfillment. With writing, drawing and reflection exercises, Returning becomes more than a confession, inviting you to plumb the depths of your soul for the magnificent treasures held within.
Lauri Ann Lumby 